Get Me on a Smoother Ride.....Need Advice, Part 11

[SueS]

Hi everyone-

Thanks so much for all the support. The first thing that came to my mind when H tried to initiate sex last night was all the awful things he said less than 24 hours before. Then, when he got angry with me for denying him, it even pushed things further into the front of my mind. Obviously it was not something he wanted to do out of love or to bring us closer. If it were, he would have told me that he understood or been more considerate.

I don't have much time to respond to everyone right now, but I wanted to say that H has called twice today. He called this morning to apologize for his words and actions on Saturday night. He said, Sue, I shouldn't have yelled at you and said those things and I didn't mean it. Then he called just a few minutes ago to tell me that he took dinner out for me.

Not sure what's going through his mind. Maybe he realizes that I'm ready to walk, ready to let go and he doesn't want to lose the cozy set up he has. That would be my first thought. When we talked this morning, I did thank him for the apology, but told him that I had been thinking about talking to him about all of that tonight and about other things that need to be talked about. He said okay. So, we'll see if the talk happens.

I'll let you all know.

SueS