Hello my friends.. got locked.. so here is my new song...
How many times Do we tire of all the little battles Threaten to call it quits Tempted to cut and run How many times Do we weather out the stormy evenings Long to slam the front door Drive away into the setting sun
Keep going on till dawn How many times must another line be drawn We could be down and gone But we hold on
How many times Do we chaff against the repetition Straining against the faith Measured out in coffee breaks How many times Do we swallow our ambition Long to give up the same old way Find another road to take
Keep holding on so long Cause theres a chance that we might not be so wrong We could be down and gone But we hold on
How many times Do we wonder if it's even worth it Theres got to be some other way Way to get me through the day
Keep going on till dawn How many times must another line be drawn We could be down and gone But we hold on
~Rush
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Hey Lwb!! thanks for checking up on me... H has been a little weird.. He say he's worried about making me happy... maybe he's just feeling some guilt over what he's done to me in the past.. don't know.. I said that I will be here as long as he keeps up his end of the marriage.
Been very "matter of fact" with him , actually have been that way for awhile.. not pulling any punches.. not putting up with much these days..
Things are ok for the most part.. I actual am enjoying him feeling a little insecure.. I know it may sound mean, but for everything I went through A little satisfaction is ok I think.
Mind you he brings this insecurity on himself and I reminded him of that.. He said he knows. I don't do anything to make him feel that way.. if anything I stroke him TOO much.
Just looking forward to Florida in Feb. and maybe some adult time while we are there..
I hope all is good with you, im going to get back on later and check up on you and all my other dear friends here!
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I'm so jealous of you going to FL in February. I'd love to do that. So glad things seem to be going well.
I don't think there's anything wrong or mean about enjoying some of your H's insecurity. I think a lot of us would have those same feelings. We've been through A LOT!!
Take care-
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
I had a really bad couple of days with H... it should be a full moon out because their alien selves are immersing to the surface.
I hesitate to post because my problems are small compared with what some of you ladies have been through the last couple of days.
H has just been down right nasty to me. Cutting me off in conversations, jumping down my throat for others.. and yesterday we got in a big fight because he just thinks im here to cater to him.
I don't know what is going on with him. I just don't feel good about our M right now. I've been depressed and Have some medical issues happening because of it.
I don't feel he likes me at all and im just here to clean up after him, sleep with him and take care of the kids.. this has been my complaint from day one, that we don't have any "social" time togeather, but he just doesn't care to.
Then I start to wonder if he doing "things" again.. I can't help but wonder.. Why would he be so mean to me for no apparent reason.
Of course he blames EVERYTHING on me.. but im so sick of it.
Ok, said enough.. my heart goes out to you ladies going through a real difficult time right now.. sue,lwb, yoyo... xxoo
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
So glad you started a new thread. How are things going?