Mopsey, I think it's a wonderful idea if you take some of the classes being offered by the insurance company. It'll give you something to think about and also line your pockets just a little bit.
As for the house listing, I wouldn't be too concerned about it. It's not for sale right now, so enjoy living there and being comfortable. I suspect it won't be going back on the market unless you want it to.
Your h is a very confused mess. It's going to still take lots of time to straighten him out and thus far, he's been a fairly decent sort of man, considering what he's going through. Some of them really do get nasty and tight w/funds. Your h is still very much attached to you and will do most anything to get your attention and to let you know that he still cares in his own way.
Mopsey, it's very important that you take care of yourself. Your patience is growing thin and that's why you need to focus on something else. Standing isn't easy and that's why it's important to take mini breaks for yourself. A cooking class sounds like fun and just think of all the things you'll learn in it. Jot the class down on your list of things to do. I think it would be good for you to get out there and meet up w/new people and discover a different world in the land of cooking. I understand that you'll need to wait until the swim meet season is over, but that shouldn't be much longer.
Mopsey, you have to take care of you. No one else can do it for you. Your h isn't able to help himself, much less help you. I wish that he would get himself together and come home, but he's still a mess and only he, the man upstairs and the therapist can work this out for him.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
