I know what you mean. The future that you thought you would have is gone. I have the same. I was dreaming to get old with this man. We safed all the money we could, so that we could do a lot of nice things in the future. Now future was there, we bought a boat and......... Future gone. It won't be the future anymore we wanted. This future is past.
Its hard to make plans for a new future, its so unbelieveble that I am alone now.
