Long and Bumpy Road #3

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Yeah, an acutal call. In fact H has his own ringtone and when he called I said wow...haven't heard this song in awhile!!

You know what is frustrating is how they can say a few words and think that it makes everything all better. We did talk about my insecurity issues last night. He knows I am insecure but has failed or doesn't want to see that the past 18 months have made me that way. This wasn't a one time deal. Its going to take awhile with no slipups to build that back again. But last night he was looking at me like he was waiting for me to jump in his arms and I wasn't. He was being nice and touchy feely but I was a bit reserved.