Maybe the DB site is part of the problem, because even if it's supposed to be for me, the basis still revolves around my M, and thus my H. Either way, it's the moments when I'm lying in bed, just before I sleep that he enters my mind the most.
Still....wow, you put this so very well into words ! I have exactly the same.
I loved your post.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
