How do you trust again when they have spent the past 18 months destroying it? Even if H is sincere, how do I ever really trust again? I don't want to go crazy wondering if it is all a charade.

H actually picked up the phone and called me today! Usually its text messages I get. Trying to look at it as a baby step and not be cynical and doubtful.

Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!