ok weekend. I was sick. I don't think H knows what to do when i'm sick. When he's sick, he sleeps in, rests and I take care of the girls. When i'm sick... not much changes. This weekend my cold completely wiped me out. I wasn't extra helpful, but I did my regular stuff. I was sooo tired. H sleeps late or takes naps, so he is wide awake at like 2 am. Just for the record, last night is the last night i will be staying up with him. I need more sleep than that.
H doesn't know how to let things go. There are big things that take time ( like the EA) and then there are little arguements that M people have, that you just have to get over. I think he just holds on to stuff for too long. Last night we had what should have been a 5 minute conversation. Instead, he goes to the bedroom, pouts, falls asleep, wakes back up angry. Then we continue discussion. I asked him if he still wanted to watch a movie (we had planned on it before his nap). We're watching the movie and he asks what's wrong with me. I told him nothing, i was just trying to watch the movie, what's wrong with you? Well, saying sorry doesn't just fix it. (he said i was being bitchy earlier. I probably was, it was unintentional, so i apologized cause i hadn't meant to come across that way). This is at least 45-60 minuets later (about 2 hours after his nap). It took another 20-30 minutes before he relaxed...
That seems excessive to me. So i'm thinking that however long it takes for someone else to internally deal with EA, it will probably take him 3 times as long... Anyways...
I'm trying to be positive today. I'm still sick, so that's no fun, but what can I do?
Don't really feel like working today... Not too busy here though with the MLK holiday for some. Hope everyone had a lovely weekend!!
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