Merel;

Keep up the DBing....I find myself backsliding a lot but not as much now a days..I guess cause I'm ticked off that he is doing this to my children...the 3 people he says he loves the most in this world...

Many days I pray and tell God I want off this rollercoaster ride (and I hate rollercoasters, no wonder this is hard). I didn't choose this and I don't want to go through it...and then I pray again for the healing of his heart....to make him whole again...God has control now..He will do what is planned for me..I just hope some day I find the love I so deserve, even if it is from myself...

Take care and hang in there...

Treese


Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity