MLC's come home-part 2

[cagzmom]

thanks. just some days you get caught in the yuck.

i dont know where i am or what i am doing. he is gone. my h that i loved is dead. only God can bring to me a new man. maybe that is my new look on this. i keep saying i want him to come home but that isn't the truth...the person that he has become - nope I deserve better...but ...and here in lay the problem...

the person that he could be..............now that is who i would like to meet....love and be with.

someone said today something very real..she said "He broke the embillical (sp?) cord by having teh affair. the old marriage is DEAD - and IF God were to restore it it woudl be a new GOOD GREAT DIFFERENT marriage...i see that...just need to let go.

yes God can restore. but he can renew and rebuild too. so confusing.