She's gone...I'm devastated, but hopeful

[minkerman]

Thanks for the pep talk SPM....of course you are right.

Yesterday's "argument" kinda happened before we could stop ourselves...we sorta called a time out and I apologized to her.

I just got off the phone with her, she had emailed me that her ipod had died so I called her. Nice ten minute call, quite lighthearted. I feel almost a physical pain when we speak - but no way she's ever going to hear that in my voice again. I need to trust in the proven principles.

I visited her parents today, she seemed very touched by that. I love my in-laws and don't want to lose touch with them.

As of this minute, I am back on track. Thanks for being my conscience, SPM.