Thanks, Angelica - I have gone weeks without crying over my situation. I have been so proud of myself and where I am emotionally. I have been interviewing for jobs, getting my house in order and getting a life.
But now I sit here fighting back tears. I feel violated for some stupid reason. I feel betrayed....again. And I feel embarrassed.
But you're right. It would be pointless to talk to him. Dignified silence is the way to go. It is what I said to him - can we please handle this with dignity and class.
But, Angelica - I have never felt so close or wanted to tell him what I am thinking as much as I want to now. Not even when I confirmed the existance of the OW. I really, really want to see him (not call him, but see him) and let him have it.
