Cat your right It has takeing place of our sex life together, When i did sit down with him last nite, In a non confrontail way and said whats up I have no kids tonight and we have not had sex in a while, What i did not say was i know you have the urge cause u do it yourself!! And he always checks to make sure im sleeping and he is really quiet about it! But he told me he has had a lot on his mind financially, And i am going in for surgery mnday which scares him, All the bills and the kiddos have been sick, and it really bothers him there father does not help out with them more guess it all snowballed and the only time he gets peice and quiet is when he gets up at 4 am I am assuming he wakes rested and its peaceful! And he knows im not a morning person but i could learn to be if that is our only time to physically bond but i will work on it agian thank you guys for listening!!
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