Well, I spoke to H today as he was dropping off the girls. I asked him if he could do me a favor.
I asked him if he could please stop discussing out sex life with others (I have had a few people come up to me and tell me what he has been saying - talking about re-writing history and trying to find an excuse to justify an affair!!!). He immediately got defensive and said "like who?"
I remained calm and said that doesn't matter. From this point forward, could we please handle this with dignity and class?
He looked at me and said yes. I thanked him.
Not an apology. Nothing.
I wanted to rip his heart out.
SOB.
Probably not good DBing, but I have let so much go. Missing girls' events, cutting me off financially, spending money..... I have not spoken to him at all about our relationship since September when he initiated a conversation (or more accurately - spew) with me. I have made this too easy for him.
Thanks for letting me vent.
But honestly - I am close to being done. I think about filing every day.
I know I don't like him. And I am pretty sure that I no longer love him.
