The weekends are the hardest. No H, no d3. I am getting out more, and the loneliness isn't as bad as it was in the beginning.
It just seems so permanent. I hope H comes back to me, comes back to our marriage, but deep down I feel as if he has shut the door to our marriage.
*dated at age 12- 15 (me) and age 13-16 (him) *reunited at age 19 (me) and age 20 (him) *me 23, H 25 *married 3 1/2 years, 1 d *dropped ILYBINILWY bomb on 12/19/07 *moved out same day, PA with OW confirmed
