Just journaling: Last night was so great. My team and I won all 3 games at bowling in our position round, yeah! Then three of my girlfriends and I went to play board games (which I love) and later we went out to a new karioke bar that I have never been to. It was awesome. We all had drinks, and the 4 of us got up there and sang 3 different songs. I have a terrible voice, but I love to do karioke cuase it is so fun and thrilling. At one point in the evening, the DJ came onto the dance floor and started doing a very poor version of "the worm", so I got on the floor behind him and showed him how its really done. I am very flexible and took gymnastics and cheerleading for many years, so people always used to love to see me do it, and I haven't in a long time. It was so exhilerating, I feel like I am spreading my wings and rediscovering me agian. I told my girlfriends that I feel like I did when I was back in college (and was just dating my now H).I am an attention go-getter when I am confident in myself, and I lost that for years. I am Getting it back! TIPPER