Grrrr.....I guess it was all a misunderstanding. She went and had to console this guy that is a complete mess and drunk off his ass because his wife called and said things are over. I know enough of this guy that there isn't anything. He's drunk and he could've killed himself driving home. W was just being nice and making sure he isn't going to do that. I guess in my agitated state I fired all sorts of questions and she's just answering them without listening to what I was saying. I don't know.... I guess I will take what she says. There is no reason for her to keep lying really. If it's over there's no reason for her to hold onto me. Especially how angry she was with me. At least she's willing to forgive me about the lie now that she did the same. Otherwise she'd be a hypocrite right? Oh well....at least I'm calmed down.... I don't know what will happen but at least I'm not full of anxiety right now....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
