I am so mad right now. She is a hypocrite! Calling me a liar when she lies straight to my face. She was suppose to come by today and say goodbye to my parents and pick up the kids. Can't get hold of her all morning. I went by the house and she's not even there. She finally calls back and says she slept too long and left the phone on the kitchen table. Complete BS! I don't think she even spent the night at home! I asked her if there is someone and she said maybe and won't say anymore... @#@##@@#$@#@#@#$@#$@$ She told me she will take some time and think about things and not do this. I am so upset! What is wrong with her! Just last night she said we'll talk after she calmed down and not do anything rash. I am at the same time feel it's sad but it may really be over.... It's so awful for the kids.... I never take her to be that kind of person and sneak around behind my back. We aren't even legally divorced yet.... I guess she's making me going down the path I don't want to. Eventually finding someone else.... I'm just in a world of hurt right now.....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.