Hi Hope Just wanted to throw out there that i have been on this board , but not as a poster and i think I had a different name but then forgot my password..but i am thinking since summer of 2005 and i did take a break....humm the reason you stand out to me is becuase u and BND had names with hope in them..anyway I was on this board reading about her awfule MLCER too, then I think was gone 4 -6 months maybe and then i came back to read and oh mh gosh her H had this huge turnaround..anyway I read and I do understand what ou are saying..I received the actual bomb feb2005...oh mh gosh 3 years...so much has happened..d filed june2006..not action until now..he delayed but now new dates..he only filed for d over his OW XH (who she divorced right after i got tthe bomb found out he got one too) anyway he did not knwo about affair and then found out last spring wrote a letter to her whole family , the day the family received it my h filed..anyway not sure why i went off on that , but I just remember I was alwasy hoping your H would come back...he seems like he wants too but cant get there..like in a dream when your underwater and trying to get to the top...I wish you the best and think your doing great...
