Actually made me laugh. You know what is the thing, I think I have to be the luckiest person I know. During my drunking spiral down, I fall a$$ backwards into my dream job, she left the house so I have that, my car is paid for, and the thing (W) that just never seemed to work out, may just be moving far enough out of my life here soon enough, that I'll be fine.
I actually feel like the weight of the world is lifted off my shoulders a bit. There were things I just couldn't figure out through out our M, and now it just makes sense.
I'm watching TV and they are fly fishing, guess what, I won't feel guilty about going fly fishing anymore. Like it ruined my marriage or something YAAAA!!!!
She's gonna do what she can legally with the house, she doesn't have much financially to push to hard, so it may be a non issue. I'll have to think it through.