He kinda doesn't really look me in the eye when we see each other, it's wierd. ===================================== because guilt is eating him already. On the outside he's trying to look confident and smug and enjoying his new "freedom" but when the ow isn't around and he's alone his unhappiness catches up with him.
He took the freaking car, dont' feel too bad about the xbox. Now, I don't advocate being spiteful, but he just can't come to your place and help himself to his heart's desire.
You are very welcome, I remember when I came to this boards, on all fours and not able to fathom one more day without my H, but I lasted 8 months, and not that it has been perfect since he's been back, but I have become a much much better person because of these trials, I grew so much and I wouldn't take that back for the world.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
