just have to mention H and I had a major discussion the other night.

the quick vs. He found txts from a guy on my old cell that seemed way too suggestive and it was on new years and he knew I was going somewhere else first.

whole things long story, but really just a misunderstanding. the guy is really cool, just a bit flirty since he's an old college friend and he thinks I'm the most wonderful girl, but a really nice guy though and I would NEVER ever make the same mistake twice.

So, H was SO livid. he said he had been shaking for 2 hrs, and when I got home from church practice he txt me saying he was gonna call the guy. boy was I shocked. so, anyways, we got things resolved luckily, but it just shows me that he's still not fully trusting me. he may never either. I don't know what I would have done myself now. I told him I would tell the guy not to flirt around anymore, and I would stop talking to him if he wanted to. He said I could do what I wanted. I said I didn't want to do anything that he would feel bad about or be upset for.

anyways, it was kinda nice to see him so upset.. only for the fact that it makes me see that he really does love me.

he also did apologize for not telling me compliments later that night. was glad to hear that. not sure if I'll ever hear any, but oh well. I have to get my recognition from God not men.

oh, and we DID make up. ;\) that didn't always happen in the past either.

peaceful night everyone.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."