And just to add, W is out to 'dinner' with her recently single friend who had a bad breakup. She's also 40-ish and was one of the people who thought W was crazy when she had the affair. She likes me but I don't think she knows the situation. It's after 9pm now and they aren't home.
Am I stressing? Very little. Why? Because it is showing me her 'true colors'. Right now it's all about her. And if her friend doesn't have the courage to let her know that her marriage is more important than anything else, having a man like me is a blessing then she is as weak as I think she is, and the words she said to me 2 years ago about that very topic are meaningless.
Which reaffirms to me the moral vacancy in all of them.
Still detaching. My kids are home now and we're going to play some games.
When she comes home I'm not going to say anything. Just going to be neutral. Going with the flow... Let God handle it.
