((((AmyC))))((((dar))))

I think it's been in existence all along, Amy. It's just getting harder to ignore. I think there has to be a pretty fundamental change in her way of thinking. It isn't a phase, she's really always been like this, though it is worse now. So, I'm not sure that it's something she can change, and I'm not sure I'd trust it, or believe it if she did. That's the really scary part.

I think I will spend some time trying to come up with some reasons why I want to be married to her, and see what happens.