thanks guys, a little bit of despair creeps in, as I try to make the adjustment that his moods do not reflect on me as a person but are a product of his internal conflict.
He really feels awful, suggested to see his t perhaps 2x a week. I'm starting to make peace again with the fact that I have to/can be happy on my own regardless of what happens. I'm glad some of you see some progress, it weights on my heart sometimes how far i have to go, but i know all things are possible through God.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.