Don't Push!!! A Newbies MUST Read.

[Treese]

lmg;

You are right on a lot of things...My kids do not know about OW just that dad doesn't love mom the way he should..that's what H told D15...Son doesn't know...Money is a big reason why he is still here...and the fact that I feel safe with him here.. I did tell him he can't go out sleep with OW and then come home to sleep...his response was; "I didn't say I was sleeping with her, you did"...I responded with, "I'm not stupid"...anyway...I am working towards the out the door thing....I know what I need to do I just don't honestly have the guts to do it yet....

I love him...some say to treat him like a roommate...some say to kick him out...some say dont ask them to leave....

I'm not sure of all he and OW do together...I know he is devoted to his job and has been working a lot but it's to stay away from home...

Wow, now that I'm talking about it I feel really dumb as to why in the Hell am I letting him stay....I do deserve more....I do deserve to be loved...7 months is a long time.. I do have a timeline and I will look at my sitch again after my retreat I am going on in Feb...then I will be good in my heart...

Until then....if it's cake eating I guess I'm serving cake...

I don't feel too good about myself right now...

treese