well now that the papers are filed. i did not do very well last night. i did great all day long until wife got home and i was angry. should have left before she got home. whats done is done. she has not had them mailed to me yet. she is gone to have one of her work friends do it next week. thing is , i knew they would be filed yesterday. i cant explain why i got mad. i went to a movie by myself. w left a message on my phone saying she was worried about me. my heart feels like it is broken again. how many times can my heart be broken. my weakness belittles me. for four months my wife has said the same thing everytime, about why she cant stay married to me. i know db says 100%of what she says should be ignored. but it still hurts.the thing is i know deep down that it is not true. i should not let it get to me.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
