ok one more thing this is probably lame...I dont know how to explain it.....I was at one of my sons game last week sitting with another Mom and said something about sons Dad and she said oh is he here, I said yes and she said oh I dont knwo who he is..I told her where he is sitting and she says ...Oh he is a good looking man....UGHHHHHHH do you know if I hear that one more time....I would like to scream.....I wish i picked a toad...It is no fair how attracitive people get judged...i mean come on..he is being a jerk...a liar a cheater and not teaching our kids what is proper about how to treat your wife and their mom and the first thing people notice is oh wow he is good looking......well he may be but he is not a good person....right now...sometimes i wonder if it was all a lie...i feel used
