Well she is getting ready to go away. Any advice on how I should handle the 12 day seperation while she is on the cruise. she is either going to come back with a bomb or reflect on what she is leaving behind and reconsider seperation. Things have been going ok. A few complains and arguments but trying to give her lots of space. Very hard. Last night she bought up R and I ignored the conversation but she was basically saying my effort MAY be to little to late.
FYI: For the first time EVER I noticed another women at my son's basketball game. she was very attractive and I inquired about her and found out she was divorsed (2D) not long ago. She was really attractive. Nothing there but it was the first time I ever noticed another women in 22 years. It was kind of nice and I felt (dreamed) I wanted to pursue. Kind of gave me a new attitude toward things and my WAW that was standing next to me (on her &#$%&& cell phone which is always attached to her head). I actually walked out of the gym when she left to see who she was with and what kind of car she was driving. She noticed me and gave me a really nice smile, I wanted to introduce my self but I am a little rusty on my pick up lines after 22 years. I want to call one of the parents on her daughters team and find out about her and her sitch. (I'm dreaming but longing for someone to share with).
For some reason I am not hurting as bad the last few days. Looking forward to life.
