Hello. Just thought I'd post to say hi to my friends here. I don't have a lot to update about H but that doesn't even bother me. He still sends these arbitrary text messages, mostly at night, asking about this or that, and I reply cordially, but (and I think those who've been in this as long as me understand) you come to a point where you just shake your head. We do not have a relationship. I'm putting my focus on other, more rewarding things now. My new class has begun. It's going to be fairly intense but I am excited to learn. My full time job is going well. I'm always so busy with that, but I like the people I work with, so it makes it a pleasure. I still see my family quite a bit; will be having dinner with them again tomorrow for a sibling's birthday. I just changed some decorating around in my apt. and it looks very cute! Oh, and I had a delicious make your own sundae this past week...delightful. So, things are pretty good with me. Sometimes at odd moments this all still hurts, but it lessens with time. For that, I thank God. I hope everyone is doing well, too.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
