Faith being an ACTION and not just something I possess, I moved in faith today.
You may recall that in October of 2006, when I signed the separation agreement, I took our wedding bands to the jeweler and had them bound together.
Today after work, I took them back to the same jeweler and asked him to separate them. As he was filling out the ticket he asked me if I was still a "Mrs". I said "Yes, Sir. I am".
Come Thursday, I'm putting my wedding band back on.
When I left the jewelry store, I went to pick up my daughter to take her to get a haircut. Her Dad's truck wasn't there. He'd been watching SD17's son with his Dad because she's back in the hospital due to her cystic fibrosis. Anyway, he pulled in as I was sitting in my car in the driveway watching her jump on the trampoline. He pulled beside my car and up a little further. As I watched him stepping out of the truck, I knew he was in pain just by looking at his face. We haven't spoken in exactly 3 weeks. I have missed him. D12 ran up to him and gave him a hug. He walked over to my side of my car and I looked up at him and said "You don't feel good". He said "No". I asked him what it was. It's still his neck and shoulders. His Doctor scheduled him to come back to see him 2/19. So he's out of work for another month at least. They're talking about physical therapy... I hate to see him like this. I went into the house with him and D12 for a minute. She ran back out to the car and we stood at the front door talking. I gave him a hug and said I was sorry about everything. He hugged me back. Nothing else was said. I took D12 to get her hair cut and styled. Then I dropped her off at the dance. I'm picking her up in an hour and running her skating. Then from there I will pick her up again and take her home.
Last night was actually the first time since going back to church that I really prayed seriously, face down - the whole nine yards - for him and the kids. I ended by thanking God for the restoration of my family, in whole and in part.
Now all that's left to do is walk in that until I see the manifestation.
