Lil:

You keep saying I post cryptic emails... I certainly guarantee that is not my intent. I try to clarify when asked.

Yeah... there were 200 emails on the AFF site... I signed up about five, six weeks ago... spent some time there initially digging around, and when I went back to check the account, boom, there they were. I found it a bit strange, given my lack of response... especially that the profile I posted was really, really short... dunno. I didn't read all the emails, but the ones I did... putting it in the context of an R and someone who is lying to you gives a different frame of reference, perhaps, than people who are going there to talk sex, hook up, whatever.

I think I explained why I did it, but perhaps that gives you a bit more info.

The post I made the other night was a venting... I had one glass of wine... but it was the venting, not the wine. The whole thing, with the xbf and the site... was a very cynical experience for me. Had the same kind of reaction when I watched the first quarter of Eastern Promises.

I want me to be happy, healthy and stable, too, Lil, and I thank you for your concern.