Don't know what my sitch is today. H called me in the morning yesterday, and then called again at night. I talked to him, then he asked to talk to S, then I heard him tell S to "put mom back on the phone". So he must have wanted to talk to me or he could have hung up after talking to S. So I hope I haven't put us back two steps again. I hadn't initiated contact with H in 4 days, had just been responding to his calls and/or TMs. But this morning I was in a good mood, going back to work at my favorite school for the third day this week, H had sounded really upbeat on the phone last night and glad that I was enjoying work and keeping busy with it. So I TM'ed him, "Just going in to work, hope you have a good day. Love ya" CRAP!!! I know, NO ILYS! And I really haven't! But I was feeling good about us staying in contact, good about my job, etc and just put it out there. I figured if he replied ignoring it I wouldn't do it again until he said ILY to me again(which he already finally did on Monday after 4 weeks). If he replied and included an ILY, I would probably still not do it again for quite a while but it would be an affirmation to me. WELL, guess what? No reply at all. It is only 3:00 in Denver and today was supposed to be a busy day so who knows. He knew I had to work until 3:30 my time (2:30 his) and knew the kids would be at school until then, too. So maybe he will call this evening like the last two evenings. I know I will not call him or text him, but if he calls I will do my best to play it cool. I won't even mention the TM. Hope I haven't messed up our progress!
