well, all hell broke loose, it is over and done

[cat03]

we had a good session, H actually told me that his depression hit hard this week and that's why things have been a bit hard these past days. He 's been analizing some stuff he got from ow's email a while ago and realized that she had a contract with a man for sex/picts, he is still in shock, disgusted that he gave her a foothold, that back then (during PA on summer) she was having unprotected sex while with him and while we still ML. Other awful stuff came up, the woman is a true psychotic wreck and H is still afraid she'll come after him or our family.
C told him a few things about handling his depression and emphasized that while he wallowed in ow's stuff our M wouldn't more forward.

He asked me about how I viewed our future, and caught me off guard. I actually voiced my fear that he'll get depressed in such a way he'll leave again and want a D and we'd be separated for good.
H actually told me exactly what LN said, that it was his unhappiness that made him morose, not me, that he doesn't have anything against me personally.

I pray pray that H follows the MC's instructions to fend off depression and remember what he said about C was 5%, that the actual worked began at home, that coming to C wasn't everything.