So, I let my curiousity win and I checked her e-mail.
This morning she sent and e-mail to her best girlfriend that said
"Things are getting weird with Frank. I'm just breathing through every day. I need to contact a lawyer to find out how to do this and how much it will cost".
Couple days ago she had sent an e-mail to her other friend, the 'teacher' that does the Hawaii and other retreats. She told her friend she was having a hard time, weekends are the hardest. Her friend told her to 'hang in there'.
Two sides to every story. You hear mine. They hear hers. Nobody brings us together, just help everyone get what they seem to want. I'm probably wrong to think that we could be together ever again. It seems like too much damage has been done.
She left to go work and asked me if I would be able to pick up D12 at 3pm so she could keep her schedule open and maybe get a massage client. I said 'sure I can'.
She called me a few minutes ago to ask me if I would just expect to pick up D12 at 3 pm so she could stay around there in case someone came in. She said she was 'fishing' for a client to come in. I said 'be sure to use the right bait'. I said 'no problem, I'll pick her up'. afterwards I'm thinking that she is being weird, and probably going to get a free consultation from a lawyer. Unless she borrows money from her friend she really can't do much else.
So, keep letting go, mourning and find my future. I can't change the past or fix past mistakes but I can build the future.
