Ahh, just over-thinking things...my self-imposed letter/card deadline, looking at houses, some pleasant, enjoyable conversations, enrolling 5D in dance, changes in my life, just run the gambit of emotions from utter doom to hopeful to almost certain reconciliation. I just need to be patient and give her space and time. Just not think/worry about it all.
Meanwhile, 5D and I are going to make dinner tonight, paint plaster alphabet, rent a movie, maybe go look for deer, and read bedtime stories. Not going to get wrapped up in things anymore, especially today.