neph, Hey girl, I was thinking about you yesterday. Glad to see you.
lodo, I need to go read up on you. This is a great place. Even if H and I separate, I will stay on Infidelity.
jak, I am letting go with R talk for now. We had basically an all day talk yesterday. A very good one. I feel closer to him, and he says it was really helpful. I found out a few things about OW and he told me his fears (of getting back together, divorcing, everything). I told him quite a few things that have been eating at me. But I kept some of my 'hurt' away because now is not the time to guilt him completely, he'll run.
It was great. He is still on the fence, but I feel I am in the running again. I will never settle for anything other than complete commitment if we make a go at this, but I think things might be looking up.....maybe..... And ps: sex is wonderful these days. Very connecting for me. We did exchange "I love you's" yesterday as well. First time H has said it in months to me.
Keep in mind, we D talked yesterday too. Its still out there as an option.
