Congrats on the grades!! It is so good that you can keep those up through all of this.
As for the 180s...they aren't meant to keep us from doing things that are important to us (like school). I think they are meant to REMIND us of things that are important to us. We sometimes let work or school or relationships take over our lives. We forget to do things for ourselves. We forget to have fun. Make sense?? Go out with your friends, go exercise, get your green belt, just let go. Don't do these things for him, do them for yourself.
You may think that he has no clue what you are doing...but you are hearing things about him through friends...so he is probably hearing things about you through friends too.
Well, I got the rest of my grades back! I was pleasantly surprised - got a pass in the one class, but there was also a graded unit and I got a B+. The class I was worried about...I also got a B+. So didn't do too bad!
I sent H an IM asking about the cell phone this AM. No answer yet.
I honestly don't know what H hears. His best friend commented that they don't even talk about me or OW. The whole subject is just taboo (of course, they aren't talking very frequently right now anyways). Who knows.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2