Hi dave, Thanks for the reply. I do my very best to be accountable for everything and anything I do. For the most part, I leave at 7:30, drop the girls at daycare, go to work, pick the girls up, go home and we spend every evening together. I'f we aren't together for the evening, he's out or I'm at a church thing. I don't have a lot of friends, but the few I have are awesome. We all go to the same church and so sometimes they'll come over, but I really don't go out. I call him 4 times a day from work and don't use the computer at all at home unless he asks me to check something and he's right there.
I know that i need to be patient, I do struggle with that, but I am trying. i know that it may take a long time for him to forgive me, i just wish he'd realize that he'd feel better if he did. If he wasn't holding all that hatred in.
Thanks!! ann
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