Been so busy with work and the kids activities, that I can't believe it is friday. S15 had a swim meet last night and h tm'd me during the day asking that I let him know how s15 did. I followed through...and sent him a tm at work with the results. Just trying to do the little things to keep H in the loop.
Anyway, heard from H either via phone or tm each day this week. The last we spoke by phone was on Wed. and he was very down. He brought d12 to meet me at the eye dr. so I could get her to softball practice on time and he looked exhausted.
Anyway, last night around 1 I got the first of many tm's from H. He started out thanking me for letting him know about s15's meet. I said no problem and that was that. He then kept tm me that "I guess you fell back to sleep. Sweet dreams.". Finally I told him I was up but tired. He said "Guess you don't want to talk to me."
Then it came....he said "its ok. don't blame you." He said that he was no good in my eyes. That he brings me nothing but grief. THat I must dread having to deal with him.
I didn't want to get into it with him but I told him that I never felt this way and that I was there for him if he needed me. That he really knows how I feel about him.
Then he says......Wish I knew how you really felt.
He must have been drinking....I fell back to sleep and woke up and found a tm from him saying "sweet dreams. can't blame you for not wanting to deal with me."
Where do they come up with this. I just had to laugh. Can't even try to analize it....just don't understand.
Busy weekend ahead. Probably will see H for a bit on Saturday and then for d12's swim meet on sunday.
