W less angry with me, but not ready for piecing

[Lanzo]

Hi All,

Thanks for those recent comment. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself and I'm discussing things which should be dealt with if and when we are piecing the M back together.

I think an apology would be nice, but I'm more concerned by the fact that OM has been around for more than 2 years and this is the second time W has said shes done with him. The feeling I have is that I can DB my butt off all I want, make all the good changes she sees, but one slip or backslide means she runs to him again. It's a very heavy guillotine to have hanging over you.

I'm not going to push for anything, I just gonna go with it and see if this is indeed W's way of expressing her apology without having to say those words.

Incidentally the other night W and I were chatting in bed (she chats a lot now) and we reach one of those silences before we go to sleep. I leave it to her to say good night if she wants to. Anyway she tentatively snuggles against my arm. I so wanted to pounce on her, but I left it and didn't respond. I guess that was the right thing to do at the moment probably too soon for anything else.