WOW, IT feels like it has been forever that I have posted and I have thought of you all often and I am so glad to report I am doing Fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a new Job and have been working there for @ 2 months and my Boss just loves me. I work at a high end Salon/Spa and I have a lot of fun there. I really enjoy doing facials, Also they recently asked me to pose/model \:\) for a "Couples Massage" photo and it is going to run all weeekend in my Local News paper,, my H was actually ok with it!! ( huge 180 for him).

There obviously are still many bumps and some days none at all,

......and in early December he told me he is so glad to have me in his life and that he truly loves me,,, he reduced me to tears and he even said he could feel he is changing and growing. Another Miracle!!!!

I spent three weeks with him and our kids in Mexico and it was awesome....... will post more @ that later also.

I will try to post more soon and start to journal my life again, so in the meantime I just wanted to say HI!!!!! to you all.

And give thanks again to this Website and the book and all of you for Saving My life..... I am still a work in progress and everyday I realize how much more work there is to do and struggle sometimes just to stop and catch my breath and let go and KNOW it will be ok. I do believe I am stronger now, and that I am going to do just fine. BUT, my H still seems to go back and forth with his strength. and that at times is very unsettling but onward and forward... life is to precious to dwell.

God bless... Ali

P.S. I looked for your thread COG and could find you, I hope you are doing Fabulous too! ;\)