Thanks to all for your support. I appreciate each and everyone one of you. I spoke with another of my cigar smoking buddies today and he invited me to his church service on Sunday morning. It actually shocked me when he told me he has begun going to church with his family. We are from the same background and are not really practising if you will. I will take my D7 this Sunday. I have not slept much in the last couple of days as you could imagine...last night was pretty tough. My appetite is not exactly anywhere close to normal. I guess I will shed a few pounds in the next few days. I have to take some positives from all this. I will also try to do something physical tommorow (probably shovel more snow) and beyond to relieve the stress a little. Spoke to another one of my buddies (out of town) actually he is more of a mentor. He was on his way to his last radiation session and took the time to encourage me. That did me some good. I will get together with my spy buddy and the other member of our golf threesome (the one with Crone's disease) to watch some football this weekend. Basically what I am saying is I have to seriously get my mind off of my predicament and start laughing a little. Easier said than done but if I do not do it who will. I am lucky to have a good extended family to fall back on as well as some good friends (both groups have been neglected in the last couple of years).
