Well that's my first lock. Read it here. Back to journaling...... She came home last night pretty much 3 sheets to the wind. I helped her to bed where the entire time she kept apologizing for being drunk I'm assuming. After that she soon passed out. This morning she called me to ask where a bed frame might be for a family friend. I asked how she was and she said ok but her answers where rather short. She called me back a short time later and I again asked if everything was ok. She said yes but she seems down. Not angry but not happy either. She doesn't have a hang over but I wonder if there might be some guilt attached. She hasn't said I'm sorry to me. Not sober anyways but I'm concerned that she might travel down that MLC road again because this is how it started the last time. She started hanging out with BGF. This could be my paranoia too. I didn't pursue or ask for any apologies nor did I bring up last nights events. I wont. She maybe seeing what my reaction too this will be too. In the past Id be upset and not speaking to her right now. No I'm not happy and I'm not sure what I'd say if she said she was going out tonight too but PMA and DB'n + prayers is helping.
Last edited by Gman3388; 01/17/0806:02 PM.
Gman Me 40 W 30 kids B 11 B 10 D 8 Been here off and on since 06. PA Confirmed Dec 08.. With God, anything is possible. Do or do not there is no try. Sometimes you have to roll the hard six...
