Do you ever just get a really bad feeling that something is going on??? H has been a little standofish lately.. I just had a flash back that I kind of forgot about... one day he left his guys on a job site and dissapeared for 2 hours.. he says he was with a real estate agent.. whether or not that is true I will never know..Why that triggered my memory I don't know... I had forgotten about it all this time and maybe because he's been acting strange the last couple of days is why... This happend awhile ago.. but Its in my mind...
I just wish that all the bad memories could just go away.. some days I just can't shake them... I don't post much about it because its just me babbling.. but today is worse than others..
I need to have more faith in the male species.. of course the men on this board are the exception.. Is it really possible for a man to just love and want one woman.. I know stupid question.. but I do have these strange days, where Im just depressed and tired of wondering what he's doing when he's not with me...
Ok sorry I had to get it out.. you guys are the only ones that I can do this with.
Thanks
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
