Compared to what H has been saying to me, to be honest, ya'll are rookies at it. I know I'm adult and should find my way out. Move out, get on, get over it. It's my own fault. And from the things H has told me in about me in the last two days I must be a bigger idiot than I ever imagined. It's just, you see, I'm getting it from all sides, and who needs that. Not me.
I have found out that 27 years ago when he married me it was running through his head "run, run, run." He says he married me out of a sense of duty???? It has finally all caught up with him.
I'm tired of it all. I'm going to take a break. I'll look in again sometime when I have a better shield up and don't feel so berated from every direction.
"Tell me what you plan to do with your one wild and precious life." Mary Oliver
