Still having a really rough time. S3 is having such a hard time. I think it's b/c H went back, but he's at that age where it's hard to actually "talk" to him about things like that. He cries in the a.m. when I take him to day care and says he wants to go home and then cries when I pick him up and says he doesn't want to go home. Then, of course, S2 has to chime in for attention.

Haven't heard from H in a few days. He was literally thrown back into work as soon as he got back and has really hard hours. Hopefully we'll be able to talk more this weekend. I'm going to need to act "as if" everything is just wonderful b/c he doesn't need the stress of how I'm feeling right now. It was so much easier when he left the first time!

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10