Reread the LRT and the after LRT this morning. This is very difficult for me to say but if my W would say I made a mistake and want to try to work this out, I would accept. I guess that means i still love her or I'm an idiot. All the stuff I wrote earlier like if there is OM, then it is over.....well this morning anyway, I don't feel that way. So, I feel paralyzed today and will need to get out of the house and see some people and smell some fresh air.
