Last night I held her hand for a few moments before we went to sleep. It felt great to me but she said it felt strange after all these years of not holding hands and she did not want to send me the wrong signals. This morning I asked her what she had today and she told me a bunch of things like tennis, RE and getting ready to go away. I waited for her to ask me what I was doing. She did not ask so I asked her why she didn't and she said "you don't get it, I have not asked you in years". This is completely not true, as a matter of fact she asked me last night how my eve was and yesterday asked how work was going. I guess I will " beleive nothing I hear and half of what I see". I can't believe how much this hurts. Any thoughts?
