H and I own business together, still talking

[micoms]

Grid,

The van was sitting outside of the bank. It's a small local bank, manager said if it wasn't gone by Fri he was going to call a wholesaler.

I know about the feeling of hopelessness and despair. W has been out of home since May. I hope she thinks about things but how can she when she is usually sleeping? I want to bring up retro again, tell her like you say for closure. I think she has this vision in her head if she D's me her M'd OM will leave his wife and come running.

Until the last time I talked with W she wouldn't say much more than we grew apart. The last time she brought up some things that pushed her away. I just wonder if she thought I was moving on and seeing someone would that have an effect on her? I talked to my aunt(she's more like a sister, only 6 years older), she said I could stay at her house some nights and let W wonder where i was, did I spend the night with someone. I think W thinks I will be waiting at home until she feels like coming back.

Mike